I don’t want to live anymore because it doesn’t worth after what it happened to me which was so cruel and couldn’t be repaired..
I know that it may occure to anyone for one time not repeatedly as in my case..
Each time i thought to be close to a would-be beautiful thing to change my life the habitual curse restraind from getting it..
It’s enough..
I have enough of making efforts for nothing because i feel sick, also it’s not worth a try.
Moreover, I lost all what meaned for me
That’s why it’s better to go.
Sorry to share you sad thoughts but it’s strong than me.